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[Jirou is pretty much right. Funny thing, he probably realizes what the problem is faster than Gilbert does. One more thing he doesn't realize quite yet is that his fingers intertwine with Jirou's while their lips are locked together in a kiss.

Maybe he's not beyond salvation. Just maybe.]

Is this any good?

It's very good.

[Jiroutachi gives the hand a gentle squeeze before bringing it up so he can turn the hand over to kiss Gilbert's palm.]

Gi-chan, just because you are new to all of this doesn't mean I won't like it or not want it. If it means that you learn how or when or what to do with me then that makes me happy.

[He gently bumps noses with him.]

I just like when I get to feel what Gi-chan feels. And kisses are one of the ways I get to do that.

[See? Jirou can be serious and helpful with the right motivation!]

Jirou...no, Ji-chan.

[It'll take him a while to get used to call him that, but he's definitely trying his best? Before he has the chance to say what he wanted to tell him, a kiss is planted over his palm.

That's...more than enough to make him forget about that.]

If that's so...I suppose we could do this for a little while longer.

Kissing? Mmmm...let's finish eating and then we can sit together. We can kiss then.

[Mostly so the food doesn't go to waste. Gilbert has done such a wonderful job with it!]

We can even cuddle and just talk.

Oh, alright.

[In the heat of the moment he may or may not forget about the food right in front of them...

However, now he's eyeing the cup of sake which he hasn't tried yet and pondering whether it'd be a good idea to have some or not.]

By the way...I didn't know what I should make for dessert and couldn't really find anything, sorry. But if there's anything sweet you'd like to try, just let me know what it looks like and I'll try my best.

[To take such things seriously is in his nature, after all.]

I'll count you as my dessert.

[He sees you eyeing that sake and he gets an idea for when they're snuggling. For now though, he just offers him another bite of food.]

Here you go!

Me...dessert?

[His face will go red in three, two, one—]

W-What are you talking about...

[He may or may not have an idea what Jirou meant by that, though. Once he's done chewing, he quickly adds:]

That's the last one for me, you eat the rest.

[Gilbert made all of this for Jirou, so there's no way he's going to eat more. Probably...]

[He winks at him and then DOESN'T EXPLAIN. Nope. He just eats a few more bites before enticing Gilbert to eat ooooooone more before he eats the last one and finishes the sake in his cup.

Grabbing Gil's hand and the other cup, he encourages him to come with him over to the bed. They won't do anything dirty but they will be more comfortable here.

So cue Jirou taking a sip of sake and then kissing Gil to share it with him. Sake kiss! Yay!]

[He should have seen that coming, but...he completely didn't see that coming. Maybe safe for the kissing part.]

You did not...

[Gilbert gasps once they lips part.]

You really don't want to get me drunk, I'm telling you.

One kiss with sake is not going to get you drunk, silly.

[He giggles then gives him a sake free kiss!]

I know that...it's just...

[There's a pause as he desperately needs to take a deep breath before saying anything more.]

I never said I wanted just one kiss.

Well we weren't going to do just one kiss. We can do kisses without alcohol too.

That's...good to hear, I guess.

[He can't even be as grumpy when Jirou's like that.]

The thing is that I'm not even sure what will I do after if I drink too much.

[Usually he'd probably be angry, but now he can't tell.]

Well if you got drunk I'd tuck you into bed then cuddle you. No bad things unless you're sober enough to remember them. Promise.

[Nose kiss!]

That's not it.

[He's not even surprised that Jiroutachi didn't understand.]

It's not about what you would do. I know you wouldn't do a thing. It's about...what I would do.

[Shortly after, Gilbert bites his lip and looks away. Being honest under such circumstances is so embarrassing to him...]

What you would do?

[See? Giving him a chance to explain!]

...

[What if he didn't want a chance to explain. Because it's exactly the case, but now he can't change the subject just like that.]

That's the problem...I don't know.

[Gilbert slowly raises his hand to take some strands of Jirou's and comb them delicately with his fingers. How long it'll take Jirou to break all the walls he built in order to make sure he won't become close to anybody here...most of them are already gone anyway.]

Nothing too bad, I hope. A kiss here and there, maybe...

Gi-chan. I wouldn't let you do anything bad. Besides, one or two kisses isn't going to get you drunk if it involves sharing sake. Especially if it's in my mouth first.

[He tilts his head a little so more of his head falls onto Gilbert's hand. He's definitely going to encourage touching of the silky strands. In fact, he quite loves it.]

But if you don't want to do that we can just kiss with no drinks. Or sit and talk. I like that too. Especially now that you're playing with my hair.

What the fuck, why are you so considerate now.

[He doesn't even sound angry, just amused. Also, if Jirou enjoys it that much, he's not going to stop anytime soon. Focusing on his fingers that run through the silky strands, Gilbert continues:]

I can't believe it. You invaded my personal space so many times...

[Of course Gilbert realizes this situation is different, but he can barely hold back his laugh.]

So many times that I even started to like it...

[He pouts at him.]

I can be considerate!

[Huff puff. And he flops his head onto his lap like he just owns it. Don't mind him.]

Hm? So you like when I invade your space now?

I know.

[Not only Gil knows about it, he really appreciates it, too. It was Jirou who waited for him patiently, without pushing him to come to a decision.

The moment Jirou rests his head on his lap, Gilbert feels a jolt running up his spine. It's something he hasn't felt in a long time, but the sensation only makes his lips quirk up in a smile.]

I realized I missed it...just a little.

[Obviously not just a little.]

[Shifting his hair, he makes it easier for Gil to get at as he looks up at him. There's a lot to play with. Have fun.]

Only a little bit?

Your hair is so soft...

[That's one smooth subject change...except it isn't?! Even Gilbert realizes it.]

A lot. There, I said it. A lot...so I guess now we have some catching up to do.

[He giggles and catches Gil's other hand that isn't petting him to bring it to his lips. Kissing the palm of his hand, he looks up at him.]

I like when you say things like that. It feels good to be wanted.

[He can do a lot to make himself seem human but he just can't shut off that need to be wanted by someone. It's just part of his purpose.]

[In response, Gilbert closes his eyes, trying to regain his composure. It's pointless, but he needs to at least collect his thoughts. It's not often when Jirou says such things, after all.]

It does.

[While they're sitting like this, Gil couldn't bend forward and simply kiss him, but he could do something else, and, at the same time, easier. Just a while after telling Jirou that, he slowly lifts the hand in which he's holding a silky strand and kisses it gently.]

Just admit that you like to see me struggle...

[Gilbert grumbles, but a ghost of a smile tugs on his lips.]

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