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I know.

[Not only Gil knows about it, he really appreciates it, too. It was Jirou who waited for him patiently, without pushing him to come to a decision.

The moment Jirou rests his head on his lap, Gilbert feels a jolt running up his spine. It's something he hasn't felt in a long time, but the sensation only makes his lips quirk up in a smile.]

I realized I missed it...just a little.

[Obviously not just a little.]

[Shifting his hair, he makes it easier for Gil to get at as he looks up at him. There's a lot to play with. Have fun.]

Only a little bit?

Your hair is so soft...

[That's one smooth subject change...except it isn't?! Even Gilbert realizes it.]

A lot. There, I said it. A lot...so I guess now we have some catching up to do.

[He giggles and catches Gil's other hand that isn't petting him to bring it to his lips. Kissing the palm of his hand, he looks up at him.]

I like when you say things like that. It feels good to be wanted.

[He can do a lot to make himself seem human but he just can't shut off that need to be wanted by someone. It's just part of his purpose.]

[In response, Gilbert closes his eyes, trying to regain his composure. It's pointless, but he needs to at least collect his thoughts. It's not often when Jirou says such things, after all.]

It does.

[While they're sitting like this, Gil couldn't bend forward and simply kiss him, but he could do something else, and, at the same time, easier. Just a while after telling Jirou that, he slowly lifts the hand in which he's holding a silky strand and kisses it gently.]

Just admit that you like to see me struggle...

[Gilbert grumbles, but a ghost of a smile tugs on his lips.]

Only if you admit that it feels good when you can open up about what you're feeling to me.

[He can tell that it helps lift weights off of Gil's shoulders to be able to confess these things to him. It's why Jirou loves to keep poking at him. That and Gil's reactions are always extremely adorable. There is that.]

I should let you brush and comb my hair for me since you seem to love it so much.

Messing with me even now...

[He'd let out an amused laugh, but in the end, Gilbert just smiles to himself.]

But it does feel good. Once in a while.

[That second sentence wasn't really necessary, but he's too flustered and just had to add it. And Jiroutachi pointing out how much he likes with his hair doesn't help with the blush that spreads over Gilbert's cheeks.]

Maybe you should...I wouldn't mind that. That and...other things. A-Anything you'd like.

[Is he going to regret this? Who knows...]

[He laughs then sits up long enough to grab a brush for him. This he hands to him before spreading out again, happily looking up at him and playing with a strand of Gilbert's hair that is hanging down.]

Am I the first person you've ever courted, Gi-chan?

[He has a feeling the answer is yes and that's precious.]

[Jirou and that intuition of his scare Gilbert from time to time. How could he tell!?]

You are.

[He feels like answering this wasn't really necessary as Jirou probably knew that already. Now, he's looking at the brush in his hand, but puts it away after a little while.]

I prefer doing it this way...

[Combing Jirou's hair with his fingers aren't going to get them anywhere, but he'll do it properly later.]

I'm a bit lost because of that.

Did you know I'm not actually that experienced with things either?

[He laughs softly then closes his eyes and rolls over so his face can press against Gil's stomach. His arm wraps around him too and his words are a little muffled when he speaks this time.]

I have watched things take place so I know how things are done but I've little practice in them myself.

I wouldn't be able to tell, really.

[With Jiroutachi so close to him, something warm starts to stir in his chest. There's something endearing in the way he speaks.]

I suppose we're old enough to get some practice.

[This is his attempt at a joke.]

[He laughs against his stomach and nuzzles a bit.]

We are. But we really going to need a bigger bed.

[Because they're both huge and he's easily got part of himself hanging off the bed.]

Right..

[Getting any practice here would be a challenge, really. They could always rearrange the room a bit, but...Gilbert's gaze lays on the empty bed which was Shinoa's bed not that long ago and he lets out a sigh.]

Let's get one sometime soon.

I'll start looking for one right away!

[He turns his head a little to look up at him.]

When you're not petting me though. I like this.

Right away?!

[For a moment there he really thought that he'll have to stop Jirou from running somewhere.]

We'll take care of this later.

[Gilbert really doesn't want to move, not when they're supposedly comfortable where they are.]

I-It's not like I'm going anywhere, so sleeping in separate beds for one or two nights isn't going to hurt anyway.

You want to sleep snuggle with me! That's so cute!

[He giggles and gives him another nuzzle.]

I want that too.

[Embarrassed, he tries to huff but the sound is actually something in between a huff and a chuckle as Jirou nuzzles into him.]

Is it that weird that I'd like to... [He freezes at that and immediately gazes away.] Never mind!!

What is it? You can tell me.

[Why did he think that Jiroutachi would let it go so easily...]

To sleep in one bed, of course. [He dodged a bullet here. Probably?] What else.

It's not that weird when we're obviously discussing that.

[He looks at his face and blinks those pretty golden eyes.]

Is that all?

Uh, well...

[If that was all, he wouldn't be struggling so much right now, would he? Tracing circles onto Jirou's scalp, he tries to come up with a satisfactory answer.]

No, that's not all. But I don't want to rush things, I think.

[That's...not satisfactory at all, most probably.]

[He watches him with one eye open because he's so relaxed having his hair petted and those fingers near his scalp.]

You want to try naked intimacy sometime don't you.

[Gilbert may not be flailing as he usually does (not like he can do that, the risk that Jirou could fall off the bed is too high) but his face sure reveals that it's exactly what he was thinking about.]

Do you want that, though?

I do. But when you really feel you're ready for that.

[Jirou smiles up at him then closes his eye and lets out a sigh before turning around so that his body is practically wrapped around Gil's legs.]

I like kisses and cuddles for now.

When we're both ready for that.

[After that quick correction, Gilbert looks to the side but smiles back at Jirou.]

Sounds just fine, I guess.

[There comes a surprise peck on the lips from Gil.]

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